To that speacial person.

Have you ever met a person you can relate to, but was to scared to let them know how you feel about them because you and that person were so used to being hurt that you didn't know how to tell them how you really felt about them because you thought that they wouldn't feel the same about you and you didn't want them to make you look stupid so you just keep your feelings to yourself. But to that speacial person I just want to say that every sense I first met you the only thing that has been on my mind is you. And I haft to get this off my chest I want to be the person that make you forget all about your pass relationships and a person that you can always talk and relate to you I want to be your everything. I want to be the person when you get sick you want to be with so I can take care of you as well as making you smile when you are sad I want to be your friend as well as your lover I want to be in your heart and I want you in mine and I will never let you go. And I want us to be 1 such as if you was music than I would be the speaker and if I was standing on the block I'll keep you in my sock and I would make sure that the love I'm giving will never get old in the bedroom as well as in your mind.

Just Read And Think

The only thing I fear is failure it hunts me everyday as well as in my sleep. But its nothing because while my failure sleep I work hard never stop grinding doing and making the impossible possible I wake up every morning with this on my mind. Some of my boys think girls or everything but forget a female until I get myself right because if I can't do anything for myself what can I do for a female and I don't want my girl to want for anything I want to be the man and the bread winner. Some dudes might say I'm stupid but thats me I love hard and if a women leave me it anint because of me its because of her and I want to be something speacial to my kids a role model and to be there for my kids to see everything little thing and scrap are mark so we can be friends as well as there father any man can make a baby but a real man take care of his kids like me because I know how it feels to never be able to have your daddy there to catch the rebound while you practice on your jumpshot and your momma all ways picking up where he couldn't pick up but everything happens for a reason thats why I'm like this now but thats me and I love my family.

feelins

I don't know why I feel so down somtimes when nobody havn't did anything to me I feel like I'm missing something. But I don't know what it is everytime I think I have found whats missin it just doesn't seem to fit the hole in my heart. I wish somebody could tell me what it is because I just need to know it goes away and comes right back I think that everything that I love in up taring my heart up friends,and family I don't know what to do I hope My new 6flo family don't brake my heart I kinda feel us slowly sliping from one another. It makes me happy to see all of us laughing and clowning around it seems like the only people that are changeing is Necko, its something about it I just can't put my hand on but he still is my boy. I can't talk about the rest because I still feel real bad in my heart so i'm going walking bye and thanks for listen.